I'm never fallin' in love again

I'm so out of my mind

On the day you left me behind

Leaving me with all the memories

We've shared through the days and years

Words unsaid, tears shed

Yet you still went on without any regret

Do you even know how much you've hurt me

On the day you left, leaving my heart to bleed

We were on the right track

Dreams and plan waiting, so easy for you to break it

Now, I'm giving my heart a break

I'm never fallin' in love again

That's what i told myself

Don't wanna feel the pain you gave me

And the hurt that crushed me

I am moving on, without you by my side

I'm trying to leave our past behind

Now I'm holding on to a dream

I'm looking forward to achieve

No matter how hard you try to tear me down

I'm coming back up staying strong

words by Ms. Jane Paglinawan

Sept. 19, 2011

(during slumber)

Why they call it falling...

Words are not enough

To say what i'm feelin'

On the first day I met you

I told you not to fall in love

Oh, how the days go by

I still can't get you off my chest

Time gave my heart a break

From the moment we met

Don't wanna feel the hurt again

But your name keeps on ringin' in my brain

Is this why they call it falling?

One moment of introduction keeps on repeating

One day at a time of anybody's life

No matter how long, no matter how far

Even two different worlds apart

When it hits you, it hits you hard

Hearts pounding and beating fast

Every time I recall that very day to last

Being alone on my journey, i stood firm and strong

Between Life and love, I surpassed it all

But now you're gone

Leaving me behind with tears falling down from my eyes

Do you really have to make me feel like this

Left me hangin' in a bliss

My LIFE's Checklist

I found a blog on the net while scanning about Life and Music. And i quote these lines, some sort of a checklist, and i'm actually inspired by it.

Here are the lines I'm talking about:

1. Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself. (i'm on it...)

2. Take chances. (i am..just that im not there yet..)

3. Tell the truth. (i am, i did...)

4. Date someone totally wrong for you.(well im counting them..)

5. Say no. (hmmm, i guess...)

6. Spend all your cash. (waaaahh!!! always!!...)

7. Fall in love. (..not for now)

8. Get to know someone random. (dats a good idea!..)

9. Be random. (i always am...i guess...)

10. Say I Love You. (..not as of the moment...)

11. Sing out loud. (well of course, im a singer...)

12. Laugh at a stupid joke. (hahhaha!..)

13. Cry. (most of the time..)

14. Get revenge. (gosh! not on my vocabulary...)

15. Apologize. (i do...)

16. Tell someone how much they mean to you. (often...but no one believes it..)

17. Tell the asshole what you feel. (i'm about to...)

18. Let someone know what they're missing. (not my character..)

19. Laugh till your stomach hurts. (harharhar!!!...)

20. LIVE LIFE! (i am and always will..)

*If you can't solve it, it isn't a problem---it's a reality..

>this'll be my checklist from now on..I hope you do too...