Sunday, August 28, 2011

Depression...for me...

Depression is a dangerous state of mind to be going through. It’s a state of mind that makes you be filled with sadness. If you are really depressed, you wouldn’t be able to do anything. You’ll just be lying on your bed or couch while you’re mind is attacking you like a weak soldier. There are more than a million things going on in life everyday. Don’t let some double digits of problems affect you. Here are a few ways to recover from depression.

1. Go To Therapy Session

Therapy is more like a confession time. You’re in a room by yourself with one person. Everything you say is not going to leave the room. So you enter that room, let everything out. Don’t hold anything back. And the good thing about it is that someone is there to guide you through it.

2. Exercise Daily or Weekly

Consider exercise a way to remove your anger or sadness. Aim all of your emotions towards equipment like a punching bag. If you are ever in a position where you want to punch someone in the face, grab some boxing gloves and go at it. Picture someone on the bag, and don’t hold yourself back.

3. Write About It In A Journal

The best thing to do is not hold all of your emotions inside. If you have something to get off your chest, write all your feelings down in your journal. Once you start writing, you’ll begin to let everything out. If you’re angry, don’t stop writing and let it all out. Some people tend to stop writing and then find another way to let their anger. That isn’t the write choice. Let everything out until you feel like you’ve everything down.

If you’re sad, sometimes you’ll stop writing. You feel like you don’t want to go deep. The tears are pouring down like a waterfall. You want it all to stop. So the best decision is stop writing and lay on the bed. It’s not the right choice. Once the tears start coming, don’t stop. Let it all out. Once you finish writing that last word, you will feel a whole lot better.


There are so many things to do in life. Don’t let depression stop you from reaching your goal. In America, when people feel down, they get right back up, but even stronger.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

"Hold My Heart"

..just sharin this nice song..by Sara Bareilles


"Hold My Heart"


I never meant to be the one to let you down
If anything, I thought I saw myself going first
I didn't know how to stick around
How to see anybody but me be getting hurt

I keep remembering the summer night
And the conversation breaking up the mood
I didn't want to tell you you were right
Like the season changing, oh, I felt it too

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark
How to hold my heart
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

I'm not the kind to try to tell you lies
But the truth is you've been hiding from it too
I see the end sneaking in behind your eyes
Saying everything no words could ever do

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark
How to hold my heart
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

Is anybody listening?
'Cause I'm crying
Is anybody listening?

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark
How to hold my heart
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

..like a skyscraper...

It's Aug. 28, 2011 now and i'm writing this post not because i feel like it but i want to pour out what it is bothering me these past few days.

My status: emotionally down, depressed, outburst of emotions

I'm struggling with my emotions right to the extent that I just wanna shout everything. My tears keep on falling and i cant stop it from doing so. It dries up in a matter of seconds but then comes rushing down again. I've been feeling like this for years now and I just didn't have anyone to talk to. It's so hard to be like this, so hard to have a life like mine.

The only comfort that keeps me holding on with this life is MUSIC, w/c not everyone understands. If i were to ask you, what is it in music that comforts you? Would it be your comfort also when stuff like mine happens to you?!

No matter what people are saying about me, no matter how much they judge me, I am changing for the better not because people tells me to. I am gonna stand up, rise up like a skyscraper never gonna let go of what i believe in and how much i believe in myself.